thank you guys for your warm words and cheer-ups. yes, I have a bad time but I'll be better. I don't think I have depression. I'm just naturally sad person, that's all and sometimes I just need to have sad mood. I'll be fine, don't worry. I don't plan to commit a suicide or cut my whole legs and arms. it's alright, really. and thanks for the funny cat videos ^^
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ohmygod. I even don't want to read that "you-are-wrong!-no-you-are" comment-fights about self-harming. probably both sides have right. serioulsly guys, chill out. my statement? yes, it's kinda annoying when emo teenagers cut their wrists legs whatever, make photos/.gifs and post it on tumblr. it's just crying for attention and it's annoying, because uh, to be honest, most of them are just lost and don't know how to handle their problems and their life isn't that bad. "my scars ale like tattoos but with the stories behind" whaaaat... how old are you? like 14? but in other hand I like to watch photos with wounds, bruises and that kind of stuff. I just like it and find it cool. also what's the difference between cutting yourself a X mark and scarification? getting scarification - cool. cutting X mark - lame and unamture. (uh. YES I know that there IS a big difference but chill out) I grew up from cutting wrist/legs I think it's fine when you're 15 not 22, when you want so show to the whole world all your pain and sad life and stuff. uh. I had just bad mood and wanted that X mark from long time so I did it. it's probably the same thing as making piercings on your own (which is bad because you can make yourseld harm, better go to proffesional piercer). anyway - kids, self-harming is bad and makes you looks like a cutting board. it's not sexy it's just crying for attention. better go and talk with your friends or something. drugs are also bad.
make coffee not war. or whatever.
wish my english could be better to write more decent and wise notes.
I'd just like to differ in something: Age does not necessarily mean experience. Because I know a lot of people who have gona a shitload of pain, and have lived things that aren't meant to be lived at such young age or some should not be lived at all. Those are stories, painful ones. Those are experiences and they just eighteen or younger. I've lived through enough and I'm barely seventeen. Age does not mean experience or wisdom.