[forever]27

*~~today G turned out 27~~*   
happy b-day boy!

it kinda amazed me how much he changed through all these years (11). or maybe not changed at all but just grown up? at first he was kind of my 'wannabe-me' - he was a cool, rebel kid, very atractive, everybody loved him while he was a mean badass, arrogant and ironic. he could do anything he wanted, starting fights, drinking and smoking and fucking. such a bad boooy. then he had a 'bad time' when he was drug addicted, fucked ud his relationships - maybe he wasn't at the very bottom but close enoug. and right now he's more grown up, even a little boring? he has a job, responsibilities, friends he cares. still he likes to drink and do drugs, but he's not that angry boy he was years ago. He's more calm, more tired. He's no longer my 'wannabe' but more like reflection of my mind. I guess we all grow up someday.

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sorry that I wasn't very active here, I was working on my comming artbook that will contain sketches from 2015 c: (if you're interested here theahoy.com/product/some_nice_… is my previous artbook with works from 2014 ). also I had worse time past months, I felt like my creativity was dead, I couldn't force myself for drawing... it passes, but I gueass I still need some time.


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