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anxiety by Fukari anxiety by Fukari
to know what's going on at this picture first read a story from Chelle's past under this picture:


so.
Chelle is still meeting her psychologist and psychiatrist. hard to believe, yeah, because she's not insane or sth. she's quite fine but still has many problems with herself and her feelings. also sometimes, very rare but still, she wakes up at the night with hard feeling of loosing something. last time when G slept at her flat, she had her anxiety attack. she started to walking nervously around her flat, opening drawers and throwing out content, repeating "i lost it. i lost it. i lost it." like she was looking for sth. she looked insane and G was stunned. didn't know what's going on. he grabbed her, because she started to bump into walls and furnitures, and waited until she calmed down.
then she explained, that even after years after Cement's she still has the stron feeling of loss. and sometimes she has these anxiety attacks.
when she went to bathroom, G started to clean her room, putting back things to drawers. he found a box od specialistic ani-anxiety meds. he took it and when Chelle was looking for it he told her that he won't allow her to take this shit and he'll try to fix her sick head on his own.

we will see...

(sorry for my poor english. hope you're able to understand what I'm trying to say. also I make a lot of typos so sorry for that..)
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:iconjaquina:
Jaquina Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I dont like it when ppl make assumption like going-tp-a-psychologist = insane... Thats just unreflected and superficial. Not all ppl who make psychotherapy are "insane". Therefor I think you "hard to believe" is a little bit wrong here...
But still good pic and good way of raising awareness about mental issues (even if that wasnt your original intention)
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Foux Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2014  Professional General Artist
I love this character, and I think because I can sadly relate  closely to her story. Beautiful writing and drawing.
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IhchI Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
(ATENTION: My english isn't so good. Sorry, I'm not speak english, I speak spanish) GOD, I'm in love with your work. You draw excelent for my opinion :3 I like so much and I wish draw so good than you.
The face of de picture make me think: "GOD, the homework" D: But, I think that isn't true.
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DIOS, estoy enamorada de tu trabajo. Tú dibujas excelente para mi opinión :3 Me gusta mucho y desearía dibujar tan bien como tú.
La cara de la imágen me hace pensar: "DIOS, la tarea" D: Pero, pienso que no es verdad.
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misard Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013

Well, the first time I had a major attack they put me on xanax but it messed with my head really badly and I had memory issues. My discharge papers noted that while medicated by it I had little to no acknowledgement of externally inflicted bodily harm/pain. What I do remember is waking up the next day with a swollen ankle and multiple bruises that hurry like hell from walking into things or just letting the car door close on me.

Later, someone recommended me this treatment, and I’m very grateful with it, i can go anywhere i want without problem, no anxiety, no panic attacks, i'm a new person. Read this article, it helped me a lot : panicsolutionkey.com
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dawnoftheviolet Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh this really describes the feelings in one facial expression. amazing. :)
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:iconemnat:
EMNAT Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013
hes such a good freind
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:icontruluwithboots:
TruluWithBoots Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013
Chelle is more interesting than I thought <3
All that fucking psycho problem absorbing me in chelle's story

Great that you only use colour to highlight :3
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HumanArchitect Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013
In America we call this 'high maintenance,' lol.

Love the alternation of blue and red linework.
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CriminalSpirit Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I love your style, it's so recognizable! C: I am enjoying Chelle's story, I find it easy to relate to! :nod:
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LadeVenom Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love your style so much ofgjsgoszJSAKSLA
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:iconrainingxinxmyxsoul:
rainingxinxmyxsoul Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
awww... G.. <3
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:iconfleoyulps:
fleoyulps Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
the expression .... . thats nice what G did .
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:icondoodle-demon:
Doodle-Demon Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
God, I love your artwork so much ahdjvfnersdugyj
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:iconbobbiesam:
bobbiesam Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Story.Of.My.Life
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niasweet71 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW omg ive never shipped people's oc xD
this is soo CUTE :iconmahfeelzplz:
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:iconnyan-puu:
NYAN-puu Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013   General Artist
Ahhhh I really ship these guys now > A<;;; (torture much? lol)
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:iconhappychan8:
HappyChan8 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I can relate to this character in so many ways it's almost scary.
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:iconkyo-is-my-lover01:
Kyo-is-my-LoVeR01 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
G is such a hero <3 *hugs Chelle*
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puppyphantom992 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013
Chelle has a very good friend <3
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:iconcenturiontenebre:
CenturionTenebre Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know this question has probably been asked about a million times, but what do you use to draw and color your art?
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Buhaaghule Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Amg G whatta sweety. <333
Poor Chelle, I feel her man.
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LeCreepyOne Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
wow D:
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arielmeow Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Rysunek jest genialny, ale mega nie podoba mi się stwierdzenie "Chelle is still meeting her psychologist and psychiatrist. hard to believe, yeah, because she's not insane or sth" czyli zakładasz, że jak ktoś chodzi do psychologa i psychiatry, to musi być wariatem? A jak nie jest a dalej chodzi to ciężko w to uwierzyć? Jeżeli tak, to bardzo, ale to bardzo się mylisz :3
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k-illyourheroes Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
your english is great, don't even worry about it.
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SorbetBerry Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist
Poor Chelle ;A;
also your english is better than many people whose first language is english xD
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Moonstar37 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Student General Artist
I relate so well.
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:iconchoppywings:
Choppywings Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Story of my life.
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:iconthestarvingartist1:
thestarvingartist1 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I saw this picture and went, "whoop, there's me!"
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:icontheaspiringflower:
TheAspiringFlower Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
And that's why I've been on Zoloft :iconorzplz:
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:iconhannahaine:
HannahAine Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
ooh man I've been in this situation too often >.<
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:iconroellish:
Roellish Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
tears oh my
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SanaMax99 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
poor Chelle.. And I'm absolutely adoring her entire story, seriously, and don't worry about your English, it's perfectly understandable
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AzaleaJones Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is a great picture. Totally expresses the feeling perfectly. It'd love to see a version of this with her hands holding onto the blanket instead of her face. :)
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OlinemJestem Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist
Mogłyby się dogadać z Darką... *ehm*
W każdym razie fajnie użyte kolory: niebieskie kontury i cała reszta :)
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13SugarShady Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
I'm absolutely adoring her entire story, seriously, and don't worry about your English, it's perfectly understandable, it's hard to tell it's not your first language </3~
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kittykakes1997 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i can relate i have very bad anxiety attacks ...very well done
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:iconwhim-zee:
Whim-Zee Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
lovely story~
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Emoprincess222 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist
I can relate. I have horrible anxiety attacks too. They aren't fun at all. :/ I have to say though I adore this OC. Chelle is really awesome.
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MinervaTheDeadWalker Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Student Artist
Great story Fuki.
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:iconursuladecay:
UrsulaDecay Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Professional General Artist
poor thing :<
very interesting story
luckily G was there!
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:iconcharlia98:
charlia98 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
What happened to her blue hair?
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:iconbloolynx:
bloolynx Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
It makes it even worse that like boyfriends and what not leave her.
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diskoshine Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Student
i adore this!
such a great design and concept,
this would be awesome as like an awareness poster or osmething * v *
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MachineGunPiggy Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I love your art style :)
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graveyardancing45 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
wow!
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Empress-of-Dark Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Love this. I can so relate with the anxiety attacks. :(
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paramorphine Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I like this picture a lot, actually, but the description is sort of frustrating. Yes, a ton of people are prescribed meds out of laziness of a doctor's part to really get down to the issue, but some people actually do have chemical unbalances and seriously benefit from a prescription to X. Especially if there's a history of mental problems within their family. 'Friends' that decide to dismiss every medication as being unnecessary and all mental problems as being 'fixable' without the aid of pills are soooooo annoying, especially when they interfere with a serious issue. That rant aside, story-wise, this is a totally believable and realistic thing to have happen. I just hope that there are equally realistic consequences - ie Chelle having a total meltdown and needed to be hospitalized (albeit briefly) for her friend to realize the severity of her (and other people's) psychological issues.
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SilverShadowess Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Student General Artist
I was thinking the same. I love the art and most of the description, but the part about him taking away the meds really disturbed me.
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nitzanalmog Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
exaaaactly
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:iconakimune:
Akimune Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
That poor thing! =<
TAKE HEART!
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