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anxiety by Fukari anxiety by Fukari
to know what's going on at this picture first read a story from Chelle's past under this picture:

Chelle is still meeting her psychologist and psychiatrist. hard to believe, yeah, because she's not insane or sth. she's quite fine but still has many problems with herself and her feelings. also sometimes, very rare but still, she wakes up at the night with hard feeling of loosing something. last time when G slept at her flat, she had her anxiety attack. she started to walking nervously around her flat, opening drawers and throwing out content, repeating "i lost it. i lost it. i lost it." like she was looking for sth. she looked insane and G was stunned. didn't know what's going on. he grabbed her, because she started to bump into walls and furnitures, and waited until she calmed down.
then she explained, that even after years after Cement's she still has the stron feeling of loss. and sometimes she has these anxiety attacks.
when she went to bathroom, G started to clean her room, putting back things to drawers. he found a box od specialistic ani-anxiety meds. he took it and when Chelle was looking for it he told her that he won't allow her to take this shit and he'll try to fix her sick head on his own.

we will see...

(sorry for my poor english. hope you're able to understand what I'm trying to say. also I make a lot of typos so sorry for that..)
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Jaquina Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I dont like it when ppl make assumption like going-tp-a-psychologist = insane... Thats just unreflected and superficial. Not all ppl who make psychotherapy are "insane". Therefor I think you "hard to believe" is a little bit wrong here...
But still good pic and good way of raising awareness about mental issues (even if that wasnt your original intention)
Foux Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2014  Professional General Artist
I love this character, and I think because I can sadly relate  closely to her story. Beautiful writing and drawing.
IhchI Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
(ATENTION: My english isn't so good. Sorry, I'm not speak english, I speak spanish) GOD, I'm in love with your work. You draw excelent for my opinion :3 I like so much and I wish draw so good than you.
The face of de picture make me think: "GOD, the homework" D: But, I think that isn't true.
DIOS, estoy enamorada de tu trabajo. Tú dibujas excelente para mi opinión :3 Me gusta mucho y desearía dibujar tan bien como tú.
La cara de la imágen me hace pensar: "DIOS, la tarea" D: Pero, pienso que no es verdad.
misard Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013

Well, the first time I had a major attack they put me on xanax but it messed with my head really badly and I had memory issues. My discharge papers noted that while medicated by it I had little to no acknowledgement of externally inflicted bodily harm/pain. What I do remember is waking up the next day with a swollen ankle and multiple bruises that hurry like hell from walking into things or just letting the car door close on me.

Later, someone recommended me this treatment, and I’m very grateful with it, i can go anywhere i want without problem, no anxiety, no panic attacks, i'm a new person. Read this article, it helped me a lot :
dawnoftheviolet Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh this really describes the feelings in one facial expression. amazing. :)
EMNAT Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013
hes such a good freind
TruluWithBoots Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013
Chelle is more interesting than I thought <3
All that fucking psycho problem absorbing me in chelle's story

Great that you only use colour to highlight :3
HumanArchitect Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013
In America we call this 'high maintenance,' lol.

Love the alternation of blue and red linework.
CriminalSpirit Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I love your style, it's so recognizable! C: I am enjoying Chelle's story, I find it easy to relate to! :nod:
LadeVenom Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love your style so much ofgjsgoszJSAKSLA
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