a mystery of avatar solved

lot of people asked me about my avatar - is it a part of bigger picture or what?
I never added this pic to my gallery. don't know why. probably because I'm ultra lazy.

but there it is~! ohmygod that's so embarassing... XD this picture is form 2007 and it's bad. just bad. G looks like a teenage emo boy and Nika... like a teenage whore :I I have no point why I dressed her like that. now she's more girly than slutty. and G is more man than emo kid. (thanks god...)
also I find it kind of improvement meme good to see a progress.

yesterday I started to think that I never changed my avatar...! and maybe it's the right time for that? I always found that annoying when people changed their avatars like one per month or even often because I stopped to recognize them :c that's why I never changed my own. and now it's not like that I don't like the old one. I just feel that I improved a lot last time and I decided to redraw my avatar for very similliar but better one

hope you like it c: